I understand through the book of laws that I should live, not by optimism, but by faith. I do understand that there may be good in this decision that was made upon me.
But a bird in my heart was torn into two; that bird lies there and refuses to mend.
The live bird was dipped in the blood of the torn.
I smell its blood.
The scent is too fragrant, I cannot stop my tears.
I understand that in the grand scheme of things, a couple of years will not ruin my life.
Sensitivity is the trademark of immaturity, and I understand why this is inevitable.
But I lie here and refuse to heal.
I will lie hear in the pool of my own watery blood.
And I will hurt, and hurt, and hurt, and hurt
until the tears wash off the remnants of my dead bird off my sheets.
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